Desire

Why choose different paths?
When ur gonna end up in the same rut?
Dwelling in misery yet laughing,
Your face towards the sun, joy in ur eyes
Do you remember the first time?
The wonderful delicious sensations
And the cruel, mocking laughter later,,
Captured and hurt, wounded and abhored,
Why let urself suffer?
When u knwo there is no end.
Just ugly curves and twisted stones,
Beaten souls and crushed spirits.
Inhumane hunger and tangible greed.

The whispers, they caress me
Its source i do not know, nor do i care
My saviour, friend and lover
Companion and mate,
Why seek comfort in others,
When im there to lull you to sleep
The entwining of the spirit and flesh
The touch and its warmth
For you, I crave..

Pull towards heaven, Body in hell..

The highest level of heaven and the first stage of hell,
How would it feel like to experience this utopia?
In which daze of ecstasy would we be floating in?
Is lust and sex comparable?
Or the feel and temptation of drowning in weed?
Or are the shots even memorable?
Is the seductive touch of a secret lover even desirable?
Or the lingering kiss behind close doors?
The enticement of dancing among the opposite sex..
No thoughts of today being real or surreal tomorrow
Why is this sensuality so appealing?
To which extent is the mere concept of God's existence fearsome?
Death, the sudden end to all joy,
The most loathed and detested..

25/05/2008

For Eternity.

When does one feel so enabled?
Hearing 'the sound of San Francisco'
While 'stair way to heaven' is playing?
Hearing the guitars before the shakers.
How surreal is this?
Everything around you
The movements,the sounds
How is the impossible made possible?
Only through the sheer power of the brain
Only through the entwining of a million cells
Why do men crave women?
What exactly is the cause of this passion?
Is it tangible lust and desire?
Or the aching and longing at the joining of your thighs?
Why do you wanna be loved caressingly?
Touched and stroked lingeringly
Why do you wanna drench in wine?
Feel the joining and licking of tongues?
Why do u wanna stay here forever?
Unleashed into the clutches of fatal time
Buried for eternity.. infinite endless eternity..

Addiction

They infect their veins
With shots,injecting their senses numb
They fill their souls with liquor
Little fuzzy bubbles inside them
They inhale weed, they way they gasp for air
Taking large gulps of it
The heart and mind craving it
I stand amidst it all
Already a paralyzed human
My body mutilated and weak
I see this pathway infront of me
Little circles on the road
I lose myself in this haze
I see them,still half dead
Don't they see how disfigured they are?
How little they function?
I remember the pill they have
'This makes you fly', I hear them say
What if you flew away,
Away, away and away
Until you are lost and lonely,
No sense of direction
Till you can't find your way back home..
Till you lose yourself entirely...

hope

shine on through

oh dear light!

shine on through

love my soul

heal my scars

dry my tears

bring in joy

to my heart

shine on through 

oh dear light!

Bubbles

Perfect circles filled with smoke
Little cocoons of delight
Shimmering in vivid colours
Transparent little swirls
Rising up and up
Floating in mid air
Flying up and up
Touching someone, a surface, something
And plop! It bursts..

Broken

All the broken pieces of life
Shattered so tiny,cannot be put back together
Remnants of a life,lived with chaos
Hypocrites everywhere..
Unable to distinguish between friend and foe
Every turning point has its appeals
Yet the path contains bushes and brambles
And the thorns,bleeding my feet
Defenseless and weak, I now fall
Nothing to hold me together
Accusing eyes everwhere,if looks could kill
Open hatred and loathing
Do I succumb to them and let them win?
Do I show them the face of defeat?
No, i don't, cos I'm a fighter
Cross all barriers and obstacles
Upholding myself, strong and proud
But then again,what is a body without a soul?
I'm falling, downhill
So many hard edged rocks
Did I give up myself?
No, I lost it all
They simply crushed my spirit..